you might fall, but you might not die.

how true it that.

been so long since i felt like that.

the truth is, i fall but i die not.

from you to me and me to you and everything else.

all along, the contradiction prove me right.

pain that you never felt, i wish hard that you recieve the same torture; even now.

then, you will wished like i did.

-i never met you.

sunday nov 1st 09,

dont questions why i post it with dates.

it may be the same boring routine to u, reading up post on what i did.

but to my failing memory, its more of a record.

in IT terms, my memory database is here.

my dinner at Han's where we first ate.

then poker king was a joke.

i couldnt prevent laughter from spilling out in the cinema with monster.

thumbs for the superb acting skill Liu qing yun.

first of many movie that bf couldnt stop commenting how funny and good the show is, despite all the other show we watch before.

home was the last resort.

monster accompined me watch 宫心计.

& NOW MONSTER IS WATCHING ANIME WITH ME!!!

monday,

have you ever woke up with thoughts that you are gonna accomplish this today.

despite knowing how strong that feeling is to finish it,

yet nothing is done.

i had 3days of mind telling me to start studying and doing my fyp,

till now nothing is done.

blame it on my laziness that defeats my determination.

aint strong enough.

kay, be it now or later.

on a happier note,

very randomly, i miss thai food.

i wanna learn how to cook basil leaves with chicken. damn nice kay.

im going bugis later to hand in my timesheet and fetch my monsterboy home.

he's very into CSI now.

and we gone crazy enough to discuss how to commit murder without being found.

all types of rubbish came out. lol.

i must emphasis on the part where can we communicate and talk bout anything.

NOT bout killing. LOL.

people can misuse anything being post on net.

kay so much for talking.

next, kaya bread with butter later to fill hunger.bye.

stray: get me some basil, then the pot and the chicken; let's work out the kitchen. =]

I dont care,
Monster Boy's Lady Girl