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Sunday, January 18, 2009
 last week of schoolexactly one week before the offical cyn. msk dont miss it like she misses xmas. festive mood is so down for her, she abhorred cyn songs; it irritates her never sing to her that, she will ask for a sharp shuddup from u. last java lesson today. schoolED as promised. stood all the way to school. staring at the road, she saw her wishes being carried out by others. everybody tells her she don't know what she's doing the life she's persuing the odds she'd be losing everybody tells her that it's one in a million like one in billion perhaps one in a zillion she hear it like everyday she hear it all the time she's never gonna amount too much but they're never going to change my mind; ohh.. her restricted dream coding maddness day. 2table of peeps; all gonecase. noseblock and itchy throat; sucky sucks level 70 tolerlate.. endure.. abstinence..; no more. her brain garbled her thinkings and reality she can have all her want by the simplest of means she have to be careful not to mess with the balance of things because evrything is not....what it seems. stray: she's being con by the convincing conman. damn. I dont care, Monster Boy's Lady Girl |